I think I’m making a life long or at least a long term gal pal who I met thru college

Also I’m eating these

Who wants to run away to the country side with me or just to a different country with me..::::………..and forget our troubles and grow fresh veggies and have farm animals…………

I’ve saved approx £15 since giving up smoking but I’ve also regained one (1) day of my life so is it even worth it

My dad told me if I need a rolled cigarette he will give me one if I ask, and I’m trying hard to not give in and just drinking away my cravings and sadness instead. 5 days cigarette free I’m literally MISERABLE

Getting drunk off wine all by myself watching inglorious basterds. I’ve cried a lot today/tonight and I wish I had a cigarette to smoke. I want to watch to all the boys I’ve loved before. I think I’ll die alone